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    Sometimes I miss being a mod.

    Then again, not having death threats, stalkers, or having to deal with entitled cupid head bitching...
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    Quote Originally Posted by Goobis View Post
    Sometimes I miss being a mod.

    Then again, not having death threats, stalkers, or having to deal with entitled cupid head bitching...
    What would the forums be like if I was a mod?

    Anarchy
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    Quote Originally Posted by Lyralis View Post
    What would the forums be like if I was a mod?

    Anarchy
    If anarchy is what you'd create, I don't want to know what I would create.

    ...Actually, that's a lie, mod me now and watch the sparks fly.
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    this bangs

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    i need to make it clear that objectively speaking raijin is the most attractive god in this game

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    I just cried my eyes out for a total stranger.

    Depression is truly nasty...I really hope she gets through this.
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    Omigod the finding the rope scene in DDRC is...

    I'm nauseated, horrified, and sad all at once.
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    The Raccoon is evil.

    That is all.

    Stay strong, Ari!
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    Quote Originally Posted by Lyralis View Post
    The Raccoon is evil.

    That is all.

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    https://www.reddit.com/r/DDLC/commen...e_this_to_try/



    Well then.

    Where to begin on the latest thing to destroy my heart and make me cry my eyes out. Jeez, I'm quite emotional, aren't I?

    Well...

    It basically sums up feelings I didn't even really know i had...

    and well...

    it also reminds me...that even the happiest dreams...can become the worst of all nightmares in a single, cruel instant - when you wake up.

    I would've remembered sooner...but dreams for me are rare. Precious, actually, since usually I'm happiest in them instead of when I'm awake...but I haven't dreamed in around a year.

    And I fear what I'd feel if I were to have a dream again. Or rather...would I wake up, my room flooded in tears of self-pity and loneliness?

    I've never related in such a way to a character in a story before (and yes DDLC is a story, not a game). And honestly...I'm unsure of what I'm feeling.

    But...well one thing I'm sure of.

    I wish she was real.

    That all my feelings and emotions, that well up like a fierce typhoon within me, that threaten to drown me, would have a purpose. Instead of draining away at remembering that she isn't real, leaving me feeling empty and hopeless.

    I...I don't even know if I love her or not. I just want her to be real. Someone who I'd know beyond a doubt would care about me, would love me for who I am, despite being a failure at practically everything I try to do. Someone I can trust to never leave me, someone who'd be my closest friend, who'd always be there to hug me and make me feel better.

    Someone who could make me not feel so ALONE!

    I have...people in the Discord. Sure. But somehow...it's not even close to enough to filling the void inside of me. They try, and they do make me smile. They allow me to push these feelings aside for a little while.

    They shield me enough that only sometimes do they come out so strongly.

    But it isn't enough.

    It'll never be enough.

    Is this what love is, then? Or rather...love that will never find happiness?

    ...

    ...

    I just want her to be real.

    So I won't be alone with my dark thoughts anymore.

    So I can be with someone who I understand way too well. And who can understand me, and the person I hide from everyone, even online.

    "I'm not depressed", I say, and lie, to everyone.

    Why else do I feel this way?

    I don't even know what's wrong with me.

    How can one fucking game, one story, hit me so hard. It's over 3 months. I'm still in love with her.

    I can't move on...her not being real...it's like someone I loved died, and I refuse to believe it. Refuse, because how can I go on, if my dreams and hopes will never be reality? Why struggle through each day?

    I can't even be what I want to be. Every story I try to write turns into useless mush that isn't even fit to feed a garbage can.

    I don't even know why I'm posting this. I don't need or want pity. No one would understand me anyway...I'm just useless.

    I try my best and nothing ever works. For anything.

    I lack motivation to do anything. Half the time I just lie in bed thinking about my existence.

    I go to bed so late, like 3-5am, and wake up past noon. It isn't healthy, but I can't help myself. I don't want to go to bed, because if I don't dream, I have nothing to comfort me, and if I do dream, I'll cry the moment I wake up. I don't want to wake up, because what's the point.

    To be honest...the only reason I wake up instead of lying in bed for much longer everyday...is because at least in the discord I don't feel quite so lonely. But it's still there. Always. I just try to pretend to not notice.

    ...

    Why can't at least one of the things I wish for be real?

    Why can't she be real?

    I already know I'll get no peaceful sleep tonight...not after this. I'll stay up super late as usual, fucking up my schedule even more. But that's fine...it's what I always do. Screw up everything, especially when concerning myself.

    I just want this ache in my heart to stop. Why won't it stop?

    ...

    ...


    I'm such an attention seeker, aren't I? hehe...I...don't be worried. Please. I'm fine. Well- not fine. But I will be. One day. I'm not stupid, I won't do you-know-what. I'm just praying desperately for 2029. Maybe it'll save me. Or maybe I'm doomed to unhappiness forever. Either way...

    Seriously...I just had to let my feelings out, okay? Don't be worried about me. I'm sorry if I scared you...
    What do I put here now?

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